a morning alongside me and my small family.
these last few weeks of living in our new apartment held not only new milestones to my transition into adulthood, but special firsts of our relationship, and is to me the essence of my little life.
i realized one night that very soon, i was to return to CA for the summer. This last month of living in rhode island was a new experience- having all the time to focus to my passion projects and get well rested, not yet resuming the hectic art school classes. when I return officially to this apartment in september, school will only be 5 days away (and i will have to mentally prepare myself for that).
It was also unexpected that tyler wound up being around RI, and we had the opportunity of living together. i so truly cherish these quiet mornings of ours together. that night lying in bed, i realized how things may never be this same way again. it took countless events and coincidences to have produced these days lived out just the way they have, and it is something i am grateful for. because next summer- who knows where tyler may be, if i may have a school related internship- not to mention, having our lovely friend (and her puppy, buddy) temporary sublet out my sister's room while she looks for her own place, etc. this routine may just stay here, in the past.
seemingly sad, but in a way beautiful. because I know without doubt that there will be more wonderful memories and maybe even better times to come, but even these handful of days were more than i have ever dreamed of... and it is something i want to preserve.
which is why i decided to describe & elaborate more of my intent here in the description. i hold this video close to my heart, and i realize that i have a entirely different perspective watching this than you. although i love to capture as best as possible the essence of my character and events in my life, i have come to acknowledge & accept that there is simply no way i can truly convey a the wholesome understanding of who i am and what my life is to those who only receive it through edited content on the internet.
it is inevitable that assumptions- good or bad, will be imposed on both my character and my life- framed to be 'wonderful', 'easy', etc. but, i also accept that it's not my purpose here to expose and explain just who i am & what i do every second of everyday to make some point. it truly brings me peace and joy to be able to content create, and an even bigger gift to share my lessons and memories with you. it is completely okay, and natural, that those who are not personally in my life can only perceive it through a limited perspective. if so, what matters to me is that i can make our time together worthwhile, and positive.
staying true to myself in that way is what drives me. the happy moments i document, the raw feelings i choose to include sometimes... are all along for the ride. it warms my heart to be able to bring you any bit of joy, so this is all that is. a tiny fragment of a moment in time, from me, a little life, that exists alongside yours in this vast, vast world.
this explanation may be a little bit on a tangent, but this is a good chance for me to address these circumstances. i never want anybody to perceive a youtube channel- a collection of edited and curated footage, to be the portrayal or maybe even a standard for a full, real life. i hope that we can think beyond that, and make it more than that. it is not about comparing, but embracing the schism of our differences and nevertheless coming together with love and warmth, even if it is for a moment in time.
thank you for being here, and i will see you soon.
Cat stroller- https://amzn.to/2NSVEJ1
cat litter box- https://amzn.to/2mk2I5e
translate subtitles! http://www.youtube.com/timedtext_video?v=tZLcoChfjlM&ref=share
DISCOUNTS + PROMO CODES FOR YOU 💞
$10 OFF AMAZON PRIME
20% OFF first order of GLOSSIER http://bff.glossier.com/fyePQ
http://www.airbnb.com/c/annabelleg169 for $40 AIRBNB travel
$10 OFF GRUBHUB (FOOD!!)
"IFE2MWGNTM " for $10 discount on eyebuydirect.com
Cats’ instagram: http://instagram.com/catcreatures
-Final Cut Pro x edited by Annabelle
-Canon PowershotG7x Mark II
FTC disclaimer- Not a sponsored video. Some links are affiliate links, i.e. amazon affiliates. All opinions and statements are 100% my own. Have a lovely day!